Sunday, April 4, 2010

Rape is a hate crime

"An error does not become truth by reason of multiplied propagation, nor does truth become error because nobody sees it."
Mohandas Gandhi
"Non-cooperation with evil is as much a duty as is cooperation with good."
Mohandas Gandhi

Overall, the feeling that is left is revulsion. Revulsion for the rapists, for this company, for the people who cover for these criminals and allow them to continue to assault and victimize with impunity. The hope is that each and everyone suffer for their own actions in the measure of their guilt.
My advice to rape victims is to not look for help just help yourself. Rapes, abuses, incest are a dime a dozen from the Vatican on down and it seems nobody has a care about the damage that the victim suffers. It is not even about fairness to the accused but downright covering up for them. It is all about how things are going to be denied and hidden effectively cooperating in one of the most destructive things that can be done to a person. I'd say it is worse than murder because the person is left alive to suffer. It is no surprise how these people continue and their crimes become worse as the victims pile up. One day the victim might be someone you love and then it won't be okay. What has become of this world that rape is okay? That it is a pastime laughing at the rape girl. That rape is sexy when it is murder of the soul. Men are truly the most revolting creatures.
How can I have known that he was going to spike my drink and rape me and then continue to psychologically rape me? How can I know if and most likely that others were involved? How can I know who those others are? Don't trust anyone you haven't known for years and you won't get to know anyone because you haven't known them for years. Impossible. Everyone is suspect because it only takes one time of something like this to make you distrust everyone for the rest of your life. It is impossible to be on your guard against someone putting something in your drink or food and you are defenseless once you are drugged while you are drugged and afterwards in your ability to know what happened. It is impossible to realize that this is more that one sicko but a whole bunch of them and that for them it is rape and drugs for fun and profit. The nature of the flight attendant job means working with new coworkers constantly which makes coming to work like the first day of prison. This blog is a response to the harrassment.
Michel Quilis has been identified to this company and to the Fort Lauderdale Sexual Crimes Unit as a SEXUAL PREDATOR. Which victim will be the next to report you to the police? What lies are going to serve you now? When will one of the others spill the beans to save themselves? The police have no interest in covering for you. It was a premeditated attack for me as for most victims. There is no spontaneous "I think I'll drug her since she won't put out. Let's see where is the horse tranquilizer or the GHB or the scopolamine". I was set up from the moment he met me on that trip and wanted a crew picture for his crew album. It didn't occur to me at the time why he would want someone who he just worked a couple of legs with in his crew album -all before the rape.
Be AWARE that you are being TARGETED for sexual assault and the crew picture will be used to claim you are a girlfriend which does not make any difference in the criminality of the whole thing but it is a lie that turns my stomach- that I could possibly in any way associate with an evil disgusting individual like that. Be careful of certain women who will befriend you as well since they are a part of it I don't whether through hook or crook.
What people fail to realize is that rape is not sexual. Rape happens to make the rapist feel powerful, better about himself and the target of rape is chosen because of just random opportunity or targeted because the person reminds the rapist of a quality or person that he hates. The wish is to destroy or feel power over a person using rape not have sex with the person. Rape is a hate crime.
Funny, how most rape victims desperately try not to remember and drugged rape victims desperately want to remember. And how the not knowing allows the rapist to make up all kinds of scenarios that you have to wonder if they occurred because you do not know what happened while you were drugged. All those people that think it not such a big deal to be raped are mistaking rape for sex and rape as a purely physical violation, which is ironically the easiest part to heal from.
Why would he tell the truth? What is he going to say this is my latest rape? Of course, he is going to lie but naturally whatever a man spews is all to be believed. And what truth could make any of this okay. "Oh, it's your girlfriend/wife/child, well then it's all right, let me sharpen that knife for you." or "that was years ago let's just forget it." People like this don't stop. They've got no reason to. I'll continue to stand by the truth because the time will come when my testimony will make the difference. I'll continue to stand by the truth because I've got no choice.
You are a rapist, a nasty sicko and obviously you have major issues with women and inferiority. The consequences of your actions will never go away for you just like I have to suffer the consequences of YOUR actions and you will continue to drug and rape because that is what you are but eventually there will be enough of us to stop you.
You are insane, evil and dangerous. I pity your wife and kids if this is what you have done to a stranger who has done nothing to you. All the evil that you have done will come back to you.

Well, a flight attendant was arrested bringing in Extasy and Ketamine. I wonder if that's what I was drugged with or was it the zombie drug -Scopolamine. Drug traficking is the money part of this business. The flight attendant job is ideal specially if you can threaten a lot of people into being mules so that there is no consistent person but a variety of people who are not mules by choice but are blackmailed into it. I wonder what the real story is.

"But for my faith in God, I should have been a raving maniac."
Mohandas Gandhi

"You cannot step into the same river twice" Heraclitus